(Pfffff no definitely not. Percy was just expressing his self-aimed despair obviously. Well damn, neither has Percy and it'd probably be a long while before he did. If he ever did. Odds were no.)
Well no, I don't want to be either.
(But some things were impossible to avoid. He would agree on the consent front. Not that he's fully wrapped his mind around it yet but technically his first few times messing around hadn't fully been his idea but the work of aphrodisiacs. The trees had been extremely potent for Percy as the aphrodisiacs there weren't even water based. He had zero defenses against them. Sex pollen. Percy Jackson's ultimate weakness.
Gyro's expression unnerves Percy some and maybe he shouldn't have said anything at all. But Percy was used to making dumb choices so he takes a slow, steadying breath and plows onward.)
Yeah.
(He slips his hands into his pockets and looks a bit sheepish, shrugging his shoulders up high.)
I know it's kind of weird but I don't know. I trust you. You're really the only actual adult I know here and...I kind of just feel like an idiot every time I'm with a guy without aphrodisiacs but I really, really don't want to really be on aphrodisiacs if I'm going to be doing this stuff.
(And he doesn't bring up girls because he still hasn't messed around with a girl yet. That was a daunting field that he still felt anxious about. One issue at a time.)
Like I don't even....I've never even....
(He makes awkward gestures, feeling embarrassed a bit because the poor kid couldn't even really dirty talk.)
Uh- um. Guys have- like. Ugh. Wanted to do things with my...
(He gestures vaguely behind him.)
But I've no..idea...okay. I'm going to shut up now.
(He had only idly been fingered. One finger and the shallowest of fingering but he had been nervous and uncertain. Even if it had wound up feeling good it still felt like territory he had no idea what to do with. And what if a guy wanted to put his cock up there? It was bound to happen, right?)
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Well no, I don't want to be either.
(But some things were impossible to avoid. He would agree on the consent front. Not that he's fully wrapped his mind around it yet but technically his first few times messing around hadn't fully been his idea but the work of aphrodisiacs. The trees had been extremely potent for Percy as the aphrodisiacs there weren't even water based. He had zero defenses against them. Sex pollen. Percy Jackson's ultimate weakness.
Gyro's expression unnerves Percy some and maybe he shouldn't have said anything at all. But Percy was used to making dumb choices so he takes a slow, steadying breath and plows onward.)
Yeah.
(He slips his hands into his pockets and looks a bit sheepish, shrugging his shoulders up high.)
I know it's kind of weird but I don't know. I trust you. You're really the only actual adult I know here and...I kind of just feel like an idiot every time I'm with a guy without aphrodisiacs but I really, really don't want to really be on aphrodisiacs if I'm going to be doing this stuff.
(And he doesn't bring up girls because he still hasn't messed around with a girl yet. That was a daunting field that he still felt anxious about. One issue at a time.)
Like I don't even....I've never even....
(He makes awkward gestures, feeling embarrassed a bit because the poor kid couldn't even really dirty talk.)
Uh- um. Guys have- like. Ugh. Wanted to do things with my...
(He gestures vaguely behind him.)
But I've no..idea...okay. I'm going to shut up now.
(He had only idly been fingered. One finger and the shallowest of fingering but he had been nervous and uncertain. Even if it had wound up feeling good it still felt like territory he had no idea what to do with. And what if a guy wanted to put his cock up there? It was bound to happen, right?)